among the willows.

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 00:13:37 -0400

today i ran. i hopped a train and ran far away. the sun was high and i wore nothing but a straw hat,...

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 00:56:18 -0400

today i ran. i hopped a train and ran far away. the sun was high and i wore nothing but a straw hat, the dry mud that reached my ankles, and my own nude flesh. where i was going was not a question. i brought nothing but a photograph, my talents, and a few smokes to my name. it was good enough for me. the view was majestic, farm fields and poppies for miles. carcasses laid upon the passing telephone wires like whistling eggshells. the burnt umber cart that i sat high upon roared through the land as it drummed a beat to ponder. i wiped the tears, sweat, and dust from my face and glared up to the earths blinding light. she exhaled her sweet fragrance, untouched, no ones land. i didn’t belong anywhere, and no one knew i had gone. utterly lost, i would never be coming back home.

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 21:00:38 -0400

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 14:36:05 -0400

Islands in the stream, that is what we are.(Constantines +...

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 18:21:27 -0400

Islands in the stream, that is what we are.
(Constantines + Feist)

“don’t worry about me. i’ll just go on a monastic retreat to realize how beautiful life is.”

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 22:32:10 -0400

“don’t worry about me. i’ll just go on a monastic retreat to realize how beautiful life is.”

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 22:02:08 -0400

we wrote… only to cast the letter away, hoping that the...

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:16:00 -0400

we wrote… only to cast the letter away, hoping that the individual to someday come upon it should visually see that love and dreams once existed.

i wrote...

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 21:11:41 -0400

i had a dream i was talking to people with white eyes.
you don’t need to be anyone for my love.
i wish you could realize to find happy is to not try at all.
you don’t need to please or feel as though your not doing enough.
what you don’t see is that people will love whether your successful or not.
they will love even when you don’t fit the cookie cutter image.
so stop feeling so trapped and live for the moment with the people you have in the present.
i know you’ve heard it before, but you only live once.
so cheer the fuck up charlie, and be happy…..
then i pondered death, just because i find i do so so often. whether it be me ending it, a tragic accident, or if someone else were to do so. sometimes i think about what if it were to not happen to me but to you. i reminded myself, i never see you anyways but a tear still came…..
a close friend told me that last night he was thinking he couldn’t go on without telling me he loved me and cared for me. he didn’t want to be gone and then not have me know. ….
my goodness, there are times we can be so selfish and other times were not selfish enough. but i decided to be selfish in telling you and everyone how much i love and care to have had our lives cross paths whether or not i ever see you again…..

Feist - The Mast “And I don’t need to see you every...

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 00:02:00 -0400

Feist - The Mast

“And I don’t need to see you every single day,
But I’d like to.”

Photo

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:46:23 -0400